Till the days when you become someone's dearly to,
there are still days when you become insignificant.
Those words flashes through my mind when your friends suddenly became your main focus and priority. Everything around you that you hold on to, the tighter you hold, the more you begin to lose. On which I've learnt that I could see and wait things to change or try to fix it.
Fix is what all women do. It is what they can try to do to feel less guilty after they know that they try their best to fix even if in reality they could understand that it cannot be fix.
Loss of control is what we women fear most because we can never expect anymore. Without expectations therefore we could not see what will become. When we are asked to expect no more to avoid great dissapointment, we begin to sort which we can control because we can always expect the right outcomes.
Insecurity is the way how women feel most of the time, be it their looks, feelings or people around them. We do not generally care about what people think about us or what they are looking for in us.The world seem to so different that we are likely trying to fit in so that we don't look as different or neglected. All we wanted was care and attention.
Women are indeed complex. The only way to their heart is to be understanding and care for what she needs to feel secure. My understanding of woman may not be as accurate just because I am one of them.
